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Monday, December 31, 2007


New year's eve. mornin went back to sch to take stuff but it was closed, met up with van and brenda, it felt like such a long time. we went over to vivo. shopped for her bro bdae present, thn off to city hall to meet sl, tq, yh and jh. i was kinda late, and the cutest thing happened, 3 of us were wearin green n sl was wearin pink, hahas thn they were sayin if yh wore green l had to go back to chnge, well, yh didn, but she had a green apple rite in the middle of her shirt. hahas. went off to suntec and sat at mac to eat n chat. thn we walked n stuff, bought my book todae thn we cam whored. pity it was a lil short though. last outin for the year and i did have fun. hahahs. hopefully, can c them on fri ba. hahhas

met up with may and van at hmv. we went off to novena, thn off to kfc for our dinner. hahas met mrs francis n her daughter, he is super cute luh. hahahs thn off to bugis to meet xian and joel. we met thn off to city hall, and we managed to catch the fireworks, it was simply gorgeous and thankfully, i was watchin them with some of my closest frens, and tat made things even better. new year came and i called dear, talked a while till my phone went flat. thn xian n i went to fins cs n qr, we met at city link thn whn cs n i saw each other, we screamed. hhhaas the onlookers screamed also, jus to tease us but who cared. hahahs qr came with her stead thn we went to meet up with may n can again. we chatted and took photos. its been far too long since we met up and hung up, since chalet and prom. i missed them soooo much. after photos and stuff xian n joel left, then the rest came over to my hse. the route we took was that we walked from city hall to tanjong pagar. it was soooo tirin luh. thn reahed tiong and walked to my place, cs n i couldn take it so we wlked barefooted.we reached my hse dwnstaris at like 2 plus. hahhas. it was realli fun although it was tirin. thn we waited dwnstairs for van n may parents, thn cs n qr n her stead came up to my place. they slacked till 4 plus, we played cards and stuff. hahhas. i realli miss cals soo much, it feels like ages since we met, everyone busy with their own stuff, we mus all keep in touch kays, love you gals.

EVERYONE, HAPPY NEW YEAR!


our outin =)


valentine's day/8:24 AM



Sunday, December 30, 2007


back from taiwan trip, so nw is bloggin time i guess.

FIRST DAY:
reached the taiwan airport after wat felt like a long flight, thankfully books and movies were enough to keep preoccupied ba. hahas. lols. reached taiwan and true enough, it was freakinnnn cold. hhahas. reached our hotel, the hotel room was loves. it was fantastic, me n sis shared one, mom n dad another n samuel and my bro another. hahas the hotel room was simply huge, equipped with a dvd player, jacuzzi, sofa and a gigantic bed. hahhas. we slaced a while thn off to dinner at dng tai feng, the food there i sooo much better thn the ne in spore. hahas thn off to taipei 101, the biggest building in the world. btw, the bus is super cute, it is totally opp ffrom spore. the mrt is quite similair to ours cept tat the ppl there are realli courteous, whnever the see old folks or pregnant women, no matter wad, more thn 1 person will offer their seats, you will seriously not see a old folk standin up.the view at aipei 101 was simply fantastic. went to the shoppin mall new york new york and spent xmas nite outside starbucks, it had this fantastic environment and it culdnt have been better. the nite ended after a shoppin trip to a nite market, cant rmb which though. anyway, nite markets are fantastic.

2ND DAY:
the bed was fantastic, tats wat i rmb. hahhas. cold weather again. went to tis templ where smth irpic and funny happened hhahas. the fortune teller was very accurate though, scary. hahas. we went to tis shoppin mall and sis, bro and i ended up takin neos and playin bball. hahas. shoppin round the street then off to the nite market. hahas got my boots.

3RD DAY:
went to hot springs today, thought it was a mixed one, which was kinda gross, but it was ok, reall relaxin. the oudoor and indoor hot spring was realli fantastic, the steam room was great too. went nite market again, this time we went to shilin nite market, the food and stuff there were simply great. hahas i will nvr forget th taste of the chicken cutlet there.

4TH DAY:
went to chiang kai shek memorial hall today, unfortunately, because of the political differences in taiwan beteween the pres and kuo min tang, the pres actually went to seal chiang kai shek memorial hall, which is realli stupid, but thankfully some of the stuff was shown in the conference room below it. everythin was so interestin, bits and pieces of hist.hahas. we went to the underground shoppin centre thn to this gigantic shoppin mall. thn nite market.

5TH DAY:
went to the national museum today, the exhibits there were interestin. went back to the shoppin mall we went the day before t get some stuff. dinner was at the restaurant upstairs and the food there was realli fantastic.hhahas. went to nite market but stayed longer cause mom and dad went back to hotel first. rainin made the weather colder but all the same, the weather was jus great. went to the clubs after puttin some dwn back at hotel. ahahs fun.

LAST DAY:
woke up super late and by the tie we were done we checked out, thn off to lunch then to airport. the transport tat was used to send us back to the airport was simply great, kudos to sis and the hotel. hahas the ride back to spore was a very peaceful one, no turbulences, disturbances unlike the way there. however, i miss taiwan, their weather, nite markets and loads others but i love spore cause my frens are all here. hahhas. o yea, i had con with mu nai yi's whn i went back, missed t after these 6 days.





chiang kai shek monumental

outside hot springs

chiang kai shek and sun yat sen


chiang kai shek memorial hall

jacuzzi

Taipei 101


my lovely bed

sam and sis

the room



our toilet

xmas nite =)




valentine's day/7:14 AM



Saturday, December 29, 2007


hey ppl, i still in taiwan nw, i miss this few things.
1. MY BABY
2. CALS
3. MU NAI YI'S
4. CHILLI

hhhaas, silly eh. hm.. taiwan has been fun these few days, shoppin at nite market every nite, goin to see sughts, but one thing i have to say, all boys are the same, no matter which country they are from. -.-" hahahs. shall nt specify. shall further update my blog whn i reach spore, rite nw usin my bro labtop. ill b back tmr, miss all those stuff, cnt wait for the nite outin with the mu nai yi's on new year's eve. hahhas. =)


valentine's day/10:22 AM



Monday, December 24, 2007


since im goin taiwan tmr, so here i shall wish everyone,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! <3


valentine's day/5:44 AM





ok jus a brief update on today. mornin went to c doc, thn went to mom office. met cous there thn we went to meet wc at the mrt station. hahas my cousin was super uneasy i guess. haha lols. we reahced arts theatre and apparently, we were the onli ones there apart form those alr in the audition. hahas jocelyn and xin wei, i think tats their names, psps. they r super nice and comical though, they reached then they were discussin bout some stuff. hahas lols. ok was rather awkward hahas. ok, ming li came thn started crappin and stuff thn made me freak out. hahas. somehow news travel fast and the three of them alr no about *ahem. hahas. met up with jh, yh n jas at arts theatre.surprisingly, all mu nai yi wore whit today, sl n i were jokin tat tq sure wont de, so nt tat coincidental, but surprise, whn he came, he was also wearin white. hahas. tq was late and sl came out frm the audition. had some heartfelt talk thn after they went for audition and came out, we went to take pics with gu lao shi and with his help.

jas had to go off first n wc led us to pastamania and had to take cab off le. dinner was funnaye, too much tabasco sauce on my spegetti resulted in an excess spiciness and it was too sour. we all crapped a lot, played truth or dare with tq, sl, yh n jh. hahas the dare was to crink this digustin concoction made by yh. hahas it even hd peas in it, but sooner dwn the game, everyone eventually drank it. asked loads of questions n stuff thn jh had to go off, and the 4 of us were yet again talkin till late at night. hahhas. so deja vu, onli cept this time nt at macs. talked for an hour plus thn we left there to go opp to chat then we chnged place eventually to this closed starbucks cafe. talked thn had to go off cause dad wanted fetch. anyway, today was one of the most memorable and fun xmas eve i ever had. hahahs, con ltr with thm, plannin to thon which is ok for me since my flight tmr is 6 in the mornin which means i gtta wake up around 4 ba.


where we talked, isnt this place gorgeous, perfect soothing envrionment.

hahas. ics with gu lao shi.

our whole grp wore white today, it wasnt planned. tai you mo qi le.


hahas lols, taken by sl. <3


valentine's day/2:52 AM



Sunday, December 23, 2007


this mornin is a rather slacked one, woke up and started packin for the taiwan trip which is on tues. watched tv thn went for a nap, dear woke up my nap but after hearin his call, i fell back asleep. hahas. fin packin after i woke up n dear called again. chatted with him thn went for dinner. watched tv and nw im facin this com typin out this stuff. hahas. well, hopefully i feel much better thn i m feelin nw before the trip. goin to everton to c dr pang tmr for some med. o yea, xmas eve dinner tmr with mummies. =) hm.. 6 days is so long.. will b cut off from communication.


valentine's day/6:50 AM



Friday, December 21, 2007


i finally changed my blogskin after lke half a year. hahas. i was too attached to the old one i guess, but jui de bu qu, xin de bu lai ma. hahas lols. hm.. yst went mom office again, everythin was quite mundane cept for the fact i wasnt feelin too well, so ended up slpin for a while, whn i woke up this foreigner wanted to do mani and padi, so cindy and i did for her, but we did half way, well, whn cindy did half way, i havent even started yet, she said she doesnt want to do it anymore thn she say will pay us half the cash amt. so we went to the counter, thn she ran off. cindy and i stared at each other and ended up laughin instead of chasin her. and of course got a scoldin from mom. hahas. after tat met for dinner with tq, sl n jh. hahas. jh had to leave first and onli left the 3 of us. we talked n ate frm 5 to 9. longest ever. broke the record. hahas. it was rather interestin casue i gt high and started playin with sl soft toy mushroom thn after tt i asked them super weird qstions. hahas well, it was entertainin. reached hm, no convo yst nite cuase too lil ppl so ended up doin blogskin and findin for wc. tsk, hard to find guys blogskin but eventually managed to find a few nice ones. =)


valentine's day/8:44 PM



Thursday, December 20, 2007


patience, patience yeah
take each other by the hand
let us walk together yeah
to the promise land

today was another early mornin for me. slcked by watchin tv. met up with the rest at city hall mrt. onli jh n yh was there, tq was late, wc would come ltr and jas was late too. we were a lil disappointed by the lil turnout. but it was eventually ok, was fun =) went to eat lunch, thn wc came. xchnged some stuff, then we went to k box, the girls played a prank by goin to a lingerie shop to test the boy's reaction, and true enough t
hey hurriedly walked away. we went k box but cause the no. decreased frm 10 to 6 so thn hrs for singin n the room was decreased, but anyway, it was still fun though, the ah ma tuan ti were so high. hahas n the guys were obligin enough, anyway, it was realli fun and the 4hrs jus felt too short. mayb plannin another kbox outin but this time with kbox queen sl. hahas.

after k box we went to meet sl at suntec for dinner. yh's oyster spaghetti became smth i could make fun off. hahas details shall be avoided. went to marina square, jh n jas left first, so the rest went to mac to talk. wc had to go off so it was the same no. of ppl who went to mac's yet again like the other time at tp. and we talked for an hour plus, as long as the other time. discussed many interestin topics yet again, one that i rmb was of my impression to eveyone in drama camp on the first day. hahahs, thankfully i decided to go back on the 2nd day, if not i wont b able to meet them and i wnt b able to meet ... hahas =) we talked about patience too but shall leave it at that. went home with tq and we discussed audi. hahas lols. all in all, it was a realli fun day. real bad sorethroat now, not feelin tat well, c if goin work tmr ba. fisherman's friend =D hahas


<3


valentine's day/6:27 AM



Tuesday, December 18, 2007


apparently air con aint that great, i woke up at 5 am in the mornin which gives me onli 5 hrs of slp yst nite. i think 2mnths of sleepin without the aircon has made my body accustomed and made the air con too cold, i woke up in the middle of the night cold as hell. tmr night ill go back to the fan, well at least for a while. freezing.


valentine's day/3:19 PM





Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too


woken up super early this mornin by noises and strangers in my house, all thanks to the renovation of my house. hahas its ok, all for the sake of my air con. hee. after waking up super early, i went to the toilet to slp cause it was the onli place that wasnt dusty or filled with drillin sounds. slept for super long there. msged wc thn etc. was walkin out whn i stepped on glass, dman pain la, but luckily didnt go in my sole, so it wasnt that bad. van called me after she got her results.

CONGRATS BABY =)


hahas, met up with her n brenda after that. went to great world for sushi and ice cream, havent hung out with them for ages, its been too long. hahas. we had dinner at subway where van said a phrase that gt us laughin non stop, to the extend that we cant even fin out food. she said "nanny, dont eat while you are eating", what she wanted to say was "nanny, dont talk while you are eating cause i cant understand wad u sayin" hahhas. walked whole of great world. there was one incident. brenda n i went to hide from van so we could scare her, so while we were hidin, i saw a shadow n thought it was her, so i jumped out n said boo. thn it turned out to be a woman holdin her baby, thn she thought we were crazy. hahas, super pai seh can. hahas. went home after that. apparently, my air con is fixed, mommy says there is no need for the ppl to come again, hahas finally, air con after 2 long months. hahas hee =)


valentine's day/4:19 AM



Sunday, December 16, 2007


16/12/07 <3
its a special day =)


tx jas for the pic ^^


valentine's day/4:54 AM



Friday, December 14, 2007


The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

outing with tai qun, siew li, jun hong, yun hui and wei chen. this week had 2 outins, tues was with jh, yh n wc, off to suntec for movie and supposedly studyin. watched enchanted. great soundtrack and show.
met wc this mornin to take photo thn yh reached followed by jh, thn sl, but tq was late for an hour. hahas, went to the arcade at great world, played daytona, loser had to kiss the steering wheel, and we had 2 rounds at first, yh n i lost so we kissed. but,someone's happiness was short lived cause he los the last round he had to kiss the steering wheel. hahahs. played time crisi, ddr with yh and air hockey. met up with van n brenda, seeing them after what felt like such a long time was realli great and they told me bout some stuff and opinions. hahahs. had dinner at tiong at moss burger where we sat there for a very long time talking about some stuff, and smehow we came to the topic of jokes, and our jokes were very censored. hahahs. sl had to go off and the rest of us went to watch golden compass. it was a rather good film except for the fact that it had no proper ending. a serious cliffhanger. well, jus have to wait for golden compass 2. dinner/supper after tat at grillers.


valentine's day/3:27 AM



Monday, December 10, 2007


i know this could be nothing,
but this could be something at the same time.
its time to let nature take its cause.

today has been a rather tiring day, started off in the morning when mom suddenly asked if i wanna help her out at her office since her helper isnt here. so i agreed. went there to do manicure for others. the funniest thing happened, in came 3 guys who were walkin outside mom's shop for the longest time, and they decided to come in for a manicure. it was so funny to see them stumblin in cause the three of them were teenage boys who looked realli manish, erm, they looked like ppl who will do manicures onli if it was the last thing on earth. so i asked them if they wanted to put nail polish and they said i could decide, so i did the package for the first one, and i painted his nails red. but he didnt complain, so i asked the 2nd one n the 3rd and all said anything is fine, so i painted one blue and another black, hahas, well, i got my commission anyway. rather fun, but after those 3 guys there were no more customers that wanted manicures, all wanted facials and stuff so the rest of my day was spent quite leisurely, truth be told, it was soo boring, thankfully isabelle was msg-in me, otherwise i would definitely fall asleep. hm.. decidin if i should go back to help tmr.


valentine's day/3:24 AM



Saturday, December 08, 2007



hahas dont ur think this looks like someone? ppl who went to tm the other day will no :)


valentine's day/11:56 PM





after reading jasmine's blog started to realli miss drama camp, so decided to blog bout it too. those 6 days were memorable and even after weeks i still miss it. friendships were formed and many of us have gotten closer after it, some even closer after it, through our conferences and meetings. hopefully we will not drift too far next year either. faced with challenges, doubts and questions now. anyway, cant wait till nxt wk or the wk ater that for our mini outin and gatherin, hopefully everyone can make it. anyway, some pics, all stolen from jas blog :D hee. anyway, SIEW LI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!











nice pics rite?? all thnx to jasmine. hahhas go c her blog for more :D



valentine's day/11:47 PM





no matter what people say about love
they'll always be back for more.

yst went to ulu pandan to help out. met wei chen, siewli, tai qun, jasmine, jun hong and yun hui. jas, jh and i stayed in the control room to help out with the lights and sound, some parts were rather screwed up but other thn that it was quite successful, onli thing bad bout that place is the air con, made me freeze to death. lunch after that. wc had to go off while the rest of us stayed there to chat for a while then ran in the pourin rain. jas n i sheltered ourcelves with our jackets and didnt bother if we'll get wet or sick cause it was fun. :)

went tm and slacked there. played the arcade and the air hockey match was really fun. havent been to the arcade in ages. we went to kiddy palace and amused ourselves there. hahas. sometimes i just cant help but going all soft for those cute soft toys. hahas. jh had to go off then the rest of us continued walkin.the toilet there for the female is totally awesome, there is a make up section and sofa in the toilet
. cool. jh had to go off. thn jas went to meet her fren, we were goin off but then somehow ended up at macs for dinner and somehow stayed there to chat for 3 hrs plus. went home and chatted on msn for conference. mini outin next week, cant wait :)


valentine's day/9:06 PM



Tuesday, December 04, 2007


today has truly been a fcuked up day. first i met a perv who showed my his damn "family jewels", then when i went frenster i found out tat a philipine girl has been usin my pic as her dp n been addin n chattin up wif ppl n they think tat she's me. then ppl came to ask me y i had 2 frenster acc, n tis gal is tis bloody despo chick who onli adds guys. today has truly been a bloody fcuked up day. hopefully tmr will get better.


valentine's day/5:25 AM



Monday, December 03, 2007


nice song

Daughtry Over You Lyrics

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
Fell to far, was in way to deep
I guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!

You took a hammer to these walls
dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
When you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you More than you know
[Over You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these these years
Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know

Well I never saw it coming
I should of started running
A long long time ago
And i never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, More than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting My heart back together

Oh Ooooooh!

Now I'm putting my heart back together!

oh Ooooooooh!

Cause I got over you!
I got over you!
I got over you!

Cause the day I thought I'd never get through I got over you!


valentine's day/9:28 PM



Sunday, December 02, 2007


what comes around goes around
what goes up must come down

had a intriguing conference last night. talked bout the inhumanity of some ppl. ever heard of anyone crushin kittens by steppin on them, i was researchin whn i came upon this website, which has these pics.
http://www.snopes.com/photos/gruesome/crushvideo.asp
this is the web site. although it is undetermined whether it is true of false because the website doesnt wan to, its quite obvious. i asked my fren from shanghai n she said tat, its true, videos of ppl steppin on kittens are sold,apparently called crush videos and apparently, its popular. in the website it shows this woman who steps n kills this kitten with her stiletto heels and unfortunately, its true and the pics shown are true too. and the bitch who did tat is nt even arrested, china doesnt have legal regulation to stop this kind of actions. the woman n the producer who filmed this are scot free. and the irony of it all, the woman who stepped n killed the kitten is a nurse that saves lives. n the producer gt away frm punishment because he apologised. this is bullshit. wat the hell did the kitten do to those assholes. the pics shown which are real show how the kitten died, hw gruesome its death was. pardon me for being emotional but i think that this kind of actions reflect how inhumane humans can be. if its a crime for killin humans, shouldnt it be the same for torturing and being cruel to animals. i jus think its nt fair that some ppl can get away scot free after doin this kinds of inhumane actions, but apparently its alrite jus because its towards animals, not humans. sometimes, humans can jus surprise u.


valentine's day/11:07 PM



Saturday, December 01, 2007


so many donuts in one night is bad judgment. fever and hoarse throat is horrible. and on top of all that, cant slp due to the tea from dinner.


valentine's day/10:32 AM





dinner at suntec at crystal jade, have no idea how we ended back there again. hahahs. befor tat met ai lao shi n her bf at mom's office, there are a compatible couple actually, her bf looks very refined. after dinner we went donut shoppin. :D donut factory = loves. at gnc mom was rather hilarious.

bro: i need to get the orange and lemon energy gel for competition tmr. taste horrible
mom: huh, u buy gel for wad? where do u apply it on?
bro: i alr said it tastes horrible, where do u think ill put it.

mom: oo, on ur face?
bro: no, i eat it, tats the reason why it is flavored.
mom: oo, i thought the flavor makes it smell nicer.

they crack me up sometimes, this reminds me of the square vcd. shall blog bout it some other time, hahas these are weird antics of my family, but this is the reason y i love them so.played arcade with my bro then went to watch fred clause after that, it was ok. a family movie


the beauty of it all

like i said, donuts = love.


valentine's day/8:08 AM



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